I wish you could care .
I wish you would just ask me how was my hand .
I wish you could ask me why i wasn't sleeping even though i'm going to collapse soon .
I only wanted you to care about me more .
I know you already care about me alot .
But that is not the type or care i'm talking about .
I don't know why i want to torture myself .
I feel as if, i'm not good enough for you .
I always make you sad .
I always make you worry about me .
I only want you to be happy .
I don't want to ever see you cry .
I don't want to make you like this .
But i can't seem to change .
I swear to you, i will try my hardest to change .
I just hope you would guide me through .
I love you baby, don't ever doubt me <3